Tuesday, December 27, 2005

~ Sudden ~

shits happened again ... when will this ends ???

30mins ago, when i'm driving back home, received a sms saying that he missed me ... and 5 mins after i reached, shit happened out of the sudden ...

i'm not a container which you can throw ur temper in ... wat am I to you ? u said i'm getting unreasonable ... u ???

fine, i'm tired ... tired of seeking the answers, tired of appologizing, tired of seeing ur face, tired of guessing how much u love me, tired of thinking how much i love you ... if u do not love me anymore, just tell me ... i'm ready, since all these shits happen frequently ...

going to 5 years, i think u are getting bored of seeing me everyday ...

Monday, December 26, 2005

~ 珍惜 ~

NuNu ,

有些东西, 当你没有好好的珍惜, 错过了, 也无补于事.

如果她是属于你的, 他会回到你身边的 ... 就一切随缘吧 ~ 日子还是得一样得过 ...

若你是不想再次错过她的话, 那就加油吧 !

我会支持你的 ! 加油 ~!!!

~ 开心的圣诞节 ~

今年圣诞节过得蛮开心的, 有一班好朋友的 accompany ... 今年的圣诞节也不那么的孤单和无味了. 虽然就只是那短短的几个小时, 足以弥补我对他们的思念 ... seriously, i really miss the fun time in KL !!!

今年也收到很多份礼物, 让我陶醉在圣诞节的气氛 ... 菲比, 谢谢你送我的袋袋 ... 辛苦你了 !

谢谢大家给我这欢乐的圣诞节 !

Sunday, December 25, 2005

~ OMFG ~

sigh, bad x'mas ...

Kenji told me tat he has some downloaded hk series, thought of transfering some over to my laptop ... changed the workgroup of my pc, and now my pc couldnt login to the windows at all ...

HELP !!!

if this problem coudn't be fixed, i will have to 'surrender' to my IT guy in company ... definately i'll kena cos i am not allow to do any changes of the settings on the pc ... the laptop is ONLY for office use ...

* pray for me ... *sobsob*

~ Celebration ~

Merry Christmas, to everyone !!!

Saturday, December 24, 2005

~ Kuala Lumpur ~

finally, i'm in KL now ...

reached KL at about 1am, NuNu fetched me at Pudu ... tired ~!!!

gonna sleep earlier tonight, NuNu said Phoebe has 3 tickets for movie tomolo morning ...

Friday, December 23, 2005

~ Workout + Tired ~

was working non-stop whole day in office ... rushing for a report, but took me whole day to work on it *sweat* the data downloaded were not clean, have to clean them up before doing anything ...

went for a training by our director of department, it's actually a non-related training to me ... but i went there to absorb a little knowledge of what their job is ... it was a boring training, tried to open my eyes as big as possible, but my mind already flew to somewhere else ... Image hosted by Photobucket.com

rush home after the training, cos wanna go gym ... friend sms-ed me 8.30pm, cos he promised to reach my place at 8pm ... filled my stomach with a little things, changed and waited for 1 and a half hour ... Image hosted by Photobucket.com

didnt do much today, as went there kinda late ... most of the trainers were back, and we can only try to use the machines on our own ... that was the last class of aerobic with i reached, no chance to join ... will go earlier next time !!!

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

~ No Gym Today ~

finally bought myself a pair of pants and a shirt for gym ... planned to go today, no my fren is dragging to a dunno wat wat ... some sort like seminar i guess ...

and he promised to accompany me to gym tomorrow, hope he keep his promise ...

sigh, so many work to do in office ... working non-stop ... but being dragged by colleague to go for a short shopping at Megamall, Penang ... these ppl are busy looking for x'mas gifts ... here and there ... but found nothing ...

i'm getting excited, cos x'mas is coming soon ... i'm going to KL, meeting those bunch of crazy ppl too !!!

Tuesday, December 20, 2005


- short update -

went Perangin Mall again to my fren's shop for dinner ... and, LAKSA again ... improved, not sure wat did aunty added into the laksa soup ...

went to a shop, lot's of cute things there ... finally, found some gifts for friends ... hooray !!!

spent an hour plus wrapping them, while continue watching my HK series ... hope they will like the gifts ...

Phoebe told me tat NuNu's housemate moved out ... meaning i am going to stay there during the trip to KL ... together with Phoebe !!! hmmm, making me feel missing my home sweet home (ex-home lar) , and missing KL too !!! Barfly !!! One-U !!! The Curve !!! Halo-Cafe !!! Mid-Valley !!! Asia-Cafe !!! Red-Box, which i pay to listen songs ... Image hosted by Photobucket.com next time u guys should pay for me, for having such a LOYAL AUDIENCE ... Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Monday, December 19, 2005

Was Here Before !!!

i've done getting ready myself to go to work, and here i am again ... with my breakfast, milo now sitting at the living room ... wifi-ing ... it's so good to have wifi, as you dont need to stick at one place which has the cable ...

came online to check on some ppl's bloggies ...

boss is back from business trip, and our new quarter is coming very soon .. everyone will be busy preparing stuffs for the new quarter before the x'mas holidays ... so tat we can go for the holiday peacefully, without the ringings on the cellphone ... i am wishing everything for me will be going very smoothly forever *pray*

ok, it's 7.20 morning now ... have to go, else i will need to drive at the speed of 110km/h in order to reach office before 8am. but i will still go at the speed of 100km/h if i'm not late, and if there's a chance of not much cars on the bridge ... sigh, got to look for a 'target' to be aftered on the road later, else ... i'll be falling asleep again ...

it's windy now, and i bet it will be raining again today ...

* pray for me, for everything ...

Sunday, December 18, 2005

~ Shopping for X'mas Gift ~

was so bored staying at home ... nothing much i can do, reading ? nahhh, no mood to do so ... no mood to do anything !!! only thing i'm interested, watchin HK series ... only way to keep my mind away of thinking nonsense ...

has been watchin the series since i woke up, already about 6 - 8 episodes ... sigh, i'm feeling so lazy ... it's Monday again tomolo, and there comes a new working week ... sienz !!!

x'mas ... yes, i'm so excited bout it ... maybe it's because that i never never really celebrate a x'mas before ... but there are 2 small gift exchange sessions this year, wondering wat should i buy ...

actually planned to go shopping for the gifts yesterday, but shits happened ... gave up shopping, driving to no where alone ... was so jammed, getting frustrated ... called my buddy, he switched off his phone ... felt like driving back to ipoh alone at tat time, but do not want my parents to worry, gave up again ... wanted to look for a place to smoke, but ... no where i can go ...

i think i'll go for the x'mas shopping afterwards, not much time left ... getting a gift is not as easy as you think ... and also i need to shop for my gym suit too ... Celebrity Fitness was opened a week ago, and still i havent found anything suitable to wear for gym ... will go check it out afterwards too ... hoping to get something !!!

*** back from shopping

went to a fren's shop to test their new stall of laksa ... not really nice though, can get a better one anywhere ... but, still not that bad ...

wanted to look for gym suits, FILA was closed down without me noticing, and NIKE too expensive for me ... better choice will still be WHY PAY MORE ... will go have a look tomorrow ...

bought nothing as x'mas gift ... went to fren's optical shop, looking for sun-glasses ... lots of choices, trendy one, latest one, branded one ... damn lots of choices ... managed to bought myself a pair of sun-glasses, with discounts ... finally i got one, since i wanted to buy tat for years ...

Saturday, December 17, 2005

~ Confuse ~

i'm confuse ...

my fault ? or your fault ?

should I ??? or YOU should ???

regret ? or confuse ?

LOVE ME ??? or LOVED ME ???

another ? or GAME OVER ?

STOP !! STOP thinking nonsense ... but i cant help it ... can someone pls tell me ???

~ Changes to the Blog ~

i screwed up my blog template while i'm trying to put in the background song to my blog ...

can somebody pls HELP ??? nice ppl out there, pls HELP ... Image hosted by Photobucket.com pls tell me wat's going wrongly !!!

on the other hand, trying to change the design of the blog too ... but, give me some time ... i've threw all my html knowledge to the ocean N years ago ... need some time to pick them back ... Image hosted by Photobucket.com

btw, i've added the song, Last Christmas as the background song, it's by Hilary Duff ... nice song, but SORRY to dial up ppl, cos the song is about 5Mb ... lemme put it for few days, then i'll change it to a smaller size song ...

Christmas Rocks ~!!! yooohooo !!!

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

~ Surprise !!! ~

was complaining tat i only received a packet of chocolate since the 1st day of the Angel game ... other colleagues did receives food like Jelly, Chocolate, Tou Fu Fah, x'mas decoration stuffs, etc ... but me ???

was wondering is there something on my desk in the morning ... nothing ... and after lunch ? still nothing ... nvm :)

not long after lunch, my colleague from downstairs walked up ... and suddenly she handed me a plastic beg ... look at it clearly, it's Secret Recipe !!! a slice of Mocha Cheese Cake should be ... oh well, i like it ... though i dont really like cheese ... but i can share it among my colleagues or bring it home ...

who knows ? i left it in the fridge, and i didnt bring it back home ... hope the cake is still there tomorrow, why i say so ??? cos .... there are theft in the company !!! my vitagen was stolen before ... argghhhh !!!!

~ Meeting @ Penang ~

received Yy's sms saying tat she's in Penang with SMei ... asking me whether free to meet them for dinner, with these 2 leng luis, and also a leng chai Image hosted by Photobucket.com Yy's bf ... erm, wat's his name dee ? ZHEN ? forgotten !!!

HAPPY !!! u know wat he said ??? "u look different with your pic ..." and i asked, "which one better ?", "real person is much more younger !" Image hosted by Photobucket.com happy-nya ...

had some crabs and 'bali tong' @ crab village ... Smei was so afraid of the 'bali tong', but at last she tried tat after we bugging her ... Image hosted by Photobucket.com went to the Gurney hawker for 2nd round ... laksa, rojak, lok lok ... yummy yummy !!!

and met my fren, Sean there too !!! but but but ... these ppl (pointing to Yy & Yy's bf) & my fren's frens .... were sooooo busy chatting there ... Sean was asking me, is tat YOU meeting ME ??? or them ??? haha ... but nvm, they are all FRIENDLY !!!

~ x'mas is around the corner ~

x'mas is around the corner ... yooohoooo ~!!! HAPPY, though i'm not celebrating it ...

i remember my parents like to bring me and bro to go to churh on x'mas eve, watching ppl singing and partying ... of cos not going there juz to watch the crowd, mommy's fren aka my taekwondo trainer invited us there to join the crowd Image hosted by Photobucket.com

colleagues and i were playing this Angle game ... each of us will have an ANGEL to take care of us, and we have a BUDDY to take care of too ... from the 1st day of Dec, we will buy something to our buddy and yet, our angel will buy something for us too ... u wouldn't know who is the Angel till the x'mas day, but of cos ... some of them already knew it through guessing ... Image hosted by Photobucket.com

kinda fun too, u'll see there's something on your desk when u reach office, or when u came back from lunch ... chocolate, junk food, tit bits, drinks, etc ... but so far, i only got a packet of chocolate, hoping there's something on my desk tomorrow Image hosted by Photobucket.com but but but ... NO chocolate plz !!! in plan of dieting ...

i love the environment of x'mas ... dunny why ??? it's soooo comfortable

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

~ 原来 ~

今天才发现, 原来一直以来 ... 都有些 '不知什么人' 在读我的部落客 ... 好险 ~ 以后我不能随便说人的坏话了 ... 其实我也没说任何人的坏话啦 ~!!!

喂喂喂, 你是谁啊 ?

这几天里, 我又发现有些人竟然知道我的很多个人资料 ... 到底, 他们是从哪儿知道的呢 ? 我现在好没安全感, 像计时炸弹般 ...

怕 ~ !!! 怕 ~~~ !!!

Monday, December 05, 2005

~ H A P P Y ~

hehe ... colleagues were shocked when they saw me this morning ...

first comment from their mouth, NICE !!! Image hosted by Photobucket.com lolz ~ some said i look much fairer now ... some even asked me whether i changed my skincare ... HHAHAHA Image hosted by Photobucket.com

when we were @ the canteen, i can see tat only me alone the hair color is tat YEAH !!! my hair and ME attracted many ppl's attention ... Image hosted by Photobucket.com

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funniest thing is, when my colleague walked by my desk ... her fingers were like on my hair, and she said ... "I LIKE UR HAIR SO MUCH !!!" Image hosted by Photobucket.com

well well well ... i'm really happy with my hair color, though it's kinda bright ... i'm just afraid tat ppl will think tat i'm LA LA MUI ... but i think shouldnt be, since some of u commented tat my permed hair looks like aunty Image hosted by Photobucket.com

ok, will meet a fren afterwards, wanna see wat's his reaction now ... Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Sunday, December 04, 2005

~ BED again ~

went BED again with Peter, Shereen & George (Susu) this time ...Xavier & Yy ffked us Image hosted by Photobucket.com

feel so SORRY for being late, as George have to wait for us there ... and also SORRY cos he feels so bored during the drinking session ... we mostly chatted in mandarine, but George couldnt understand ...

Xavier went back hometown @ the last minute, cos daddy's birthday ... Yy ??? couldnt get her at all ... All of us are late, except George ... Peter was busy watching football there today Image hosted by Photobucket.com

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my drink, Graveyard Image hosted by Photobucket.com not really nice though ...

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Peter's, Blue Hawaii ... not in BLUE color de ...

i saw something which is funny tonight, i'm not sure whether Peter and Sherren they all saw it or not ... see this !!!

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this guy is wearing a loose or low cut pants till his 股沟 can be seen ... i really feel like asking him to Image hosted by Photobucket.com tat's so fugly u know ??? he's fat and ... omg !!!

Saturday, December 03, 2005

~ Freddie, HELP ~

before going out to the Penang gathering ... lemme blog this down first Image hosted by Photobucket.com

thought of installing this then i do not need to always go into my blogsite to chat ... after i installed, the chat board appear at the right up corner at my desktop, and i cant move and close it ... or did i miss out anything ??? how come ???

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all my icons on desktop blocking the xettie board ... cant see !!

the only way to remove tat board, is to restart my pc ... Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Fred, pls tell me how to move or close it ... THANKS !!!

will go out 15 mins later, since my house to BED is juz about 10 mins driving distance ...

~ Colored Hair ~

woke up from bed about 10 something, wanted to go service my SLK but seems today is not a right day ... his mom used bf's car, and if i go service my car ... i'll got to wait there for few hours ... earlier plan was i send the car to service, and me & bf will go to Prangin Mall to 'work' on my hair ...

plan changed, we only went Prangin Mall ...

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spent about 4 hours on my hair, only for coloring ... and cost me RM240 Image hosted by Photobucket.com 心疼 but i'm very satisfied ...

Image hosted by Photobucket.com my fren called me 飞女 when he saw me Image hosted by Photobucket.com

cant really see the color of my hair huh ? nvr mind ... like hazel said, see me in reality better Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Friday, December 02, 2005

~ 唉 !!! ~

累 ! 好累 !!! 

人老了, 骨头就像散了般 !!!

等会儿, 他会跟他朋友出去喝"鬼佬凉茶" ... 当然我也跟着去啦 ! 好久没出去喝喝酒, 谈谈天了 !!!

Thursday, December 01, 2005

~ 闲着 , 闲着 ~

几天前, 在公司都无所事事 ... 所以啊, 你们才常常看到我在 xettie 里 spam ... 是我的工作效率太快, 还是什么呢 ? 嗯, 管他呢 ! Image hosted by Photobucket.com 说真的, wap 还算便宜呢 !!! 我这两天整天都在那 spam, 才 charge 我大该二零吉多一点 Image hosted by Photobucket.com 超值 !!!

至于今天, 就有一点忙 ... 东跑西跑的, 还有点累呢 !

今天一整天都在下雨, 天气冷冷的 ... office 的冷气也冷到发抖

忽然好想拿这出来 ... 美吗 ? Image hosted by Photobucket.com

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这其实是买来做朋友的生日礼物, 可是都那么久了, 都没见到她 ... 是超喜欢它, 可是由于去那间店买它时是要买生日礼物, 所以我都没买来送自己 ... 看了, 看了 ... 越来越喜欢, 好想把它占为己有 ... 贪爽, 就把它带在手上拍照 ... 嘻嘻嘻 Image hosted by Photobucket.com 经过一翻考虑, 我还是把它成为己有 ...

好无聊啊 !!! 在家没事做 ... 想找份兼职来做, 可是不被允许 ... 不用出去, 在家做也可以啊 !!! 钱不够用啊 !!! Image hosted by Photobucket.com