Friday, January 27, 2006

新年快乐 !!!

新年还有两天就到了, 好兴奋 ! 我怎么还像孩子般 ? 期待着新年 ...

几天前,拨了个电话给妈妈, 问妈妈她什么时候要我回去 ... 拜五, 还是拜六 ? 她说拜五, 回去帮她 bake cake ...

原以为今天可以早回, 哪知道还是要等到 5.15pm 才放人 *sigh* 我的老板娘已回去了 !!! 现在的我在等时间过, 踏整 5.15pm 就走人 !

胃痛一渐渐的好了, 不敢乱吃东西 ... 可怜的我, 只能看, 不能动 !!! 等多两天, 我就会开始行动 !!! KEKE !!! 好贪吃,没办法,新年能做的东西,就是吃,没什么了 ...
但是当然也要 control , 不然我的苦功就完了 *sweat*

看来,会有一礼拜不能部落了... 祝所有人,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!! HAPPY ALWAYS !!!

身体健康,万事如意 !!!

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Gastric

i never ever imagine how suffer it is torturing by gastric before this ... and now i know, it is SUFFERING !

had gastric since Thursday morning, went to see a company's panel doctor at night ... had medicine, still feeling the same ... on Friday night, went back to the doctor again cos having diffuculty of passing motion ... then only i realized that the 'nurses' aka helper gave me somebody else medicine ... HAHA !! stupid me, never check, just put into my mouth ... but luckily that medicine is for gastric too ... 'no harm', doctor said <_<

felt the pain again the next day ... couldnt stand it anymore, went to the hospital to see the doctor again ... check here and there, gave me medication, and i left ... felt much more better on Sunday and Monday ...

sigh, 'wai sek' me ... had too much 'illegal' food for lunch, had the same pain again when i'm in office ... went back to the hospital again, to see the doctor, and also to get some medication ...

POOR ME !!! CNY is coming, everybody is busy preparing, but me can only stay at home doing nothing except lying down and sleep ...

i want to GET WELL SOON !!! *pray*

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Poor ME, Falling Sick

felt very weird when i woke up this morning ... stomach not feeling very well, body has no strength, hands and legs felt so lazy to move, and my head was a little spinning ...

still feeling not very well after my b'fast, 2 slices of toasted bread ... 10 mins later, went down to the clinic ... not doctor, but nurse was there ... she gave me a pill (forgot the name) to fix my body system, warned me that i will purge ... waiting, waiting, waiting to go toilet ... nothing seems want to come out ... HAHA !!!

lunch time, don't feel like going ... lady boss and colleagues are going to a restaurant, will be having very delicious & expensive food ... because another manager of mine from US came to M'sia, and he'll spend us today since he's leaving tomorrow.

watching everybody enjoying the food, that's a lot ... 11 ppl (including me) having about 10 types of dishes, that's so scary !!! btw, only 2 men there ... i can't eat, no appetite ... i threw out when they were about to leave, luckily i am quick enough to reach the toilet, before i make the floor dirty ... *sweat*

felt much more better after throwing out ... took afternoon off, went home to get some sleep ...

went for a visit to the doctor, and got a day off ...

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

~ Stupid ME, MAC missing ~


SCOLD ME !! SCOLD ME !!! i'm so damn stupid !!!

went McD just now ... happily enjoying my porridge, hot and yummy !!!

Wayne brought his laptop there, and i placed it on the chair ... we never realized that we did not take it when we left !!!

STUPID ME !!! why i put it there ??? should have put it at somewhere which is obvious ...

SCOLD ME !!! SCOLD ME !!! he said never mind, can buy a new one ... make me feel extremely guilty ...

SCOLD ME !!! pls ......

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Who Am I ???

tried on a test, testing which artoon character do i most resemble ...

and the result is :-

Sponge Bob Square Pants:

You are the classic person that everyone loves. You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never want to loose. You never cause harm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey it's funny and calm for the most part. Stay away from traitors and jealous people then you will be stress-free.

what do you think ??? accurate not ?

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Upset, my mood today

was worrying today ... worrying bout someone, and something ... hopefully, everything will be ALRIGHT !!! cant take the stress, going to collapse ...

has lots of work to do today, they cant be done in a short time ... usually will take atleast 1 or 2 days to get them done ... lady boss not around, nobody to ask when i have questions ... sending emails, not effective enough ... got to wait, wait and wait ...

mess ! it's a mess in my mailbox ... sometimes really do not know how to categorize the emails ... i believe my lady boss did sent me and email with an attachment, but i cant remember which folder i put that email ... *blur* i am always BLUR ! no choice, sent boss an email to request for a RESEND ... hopefully she doesnt mind ... kinda important, need that file to populate a report ... too bad, got to wait till tommorrow ...

wanna go gym afterwards ... it's been a week i never step into Celebrity Fitness ... cant join the Body Combat class today, cos of 'something' ... went twice, not bad ! kinda interesting ... punching, kicking, jumping ... haha !!! reminded me when i learnt taekwondo last time ...

today, will go pedalling, cycling, and jogging ... last time i went, burnt 130 calories on pedalling, 130 while i cycled, and 50 on jogging ... too little huh ???
but atleast i did sweat a bit ...

Kae & freddie, i know you both are into gym ... can you tell me what kind of classes should i join ???


- UPDATE -

back from gym ...

did pedalling again today, for 30 mins but do not know how much calories burnt ... then, cycled for 15 mins and 50 calories burnt ... wanted to cycle more, but too boring ... fell asleep ^_^" then i went 'walking' on the jogging machine, for 30 mins again ...

tired !!!

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

The Reason


The Reason by Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out the reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found out a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you


i'm in love with this song, since Phoebe told me bout her 'story' of the song ... touching & loving ...

如果. 爱

每个人都想明白
谁是自己生命不该错过的真爱
特别在午夜醒来更是会感慨
心动埋怨还有不能释怀
都是因为你触碰了爱
如果这就是爱

再转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉
哦爱在回忆里总是那么明白
困惑的心流过的泪
还有数不清黑夜等待
如果这就是爱

如果你当时明白
后来的生命里是快乐还是悲哀
特别在夜深人静时想起未来
是否能平静不会想现在
只是因为你拥有了爱
如果这就是爱

再转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤
就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉
哦爱在回忆里总是那么明白
困惑的心流过的泪
还有数不清黑夜等待
如果这就是爱
如果这就是爱

~ CNY Shopping ~


a headache for me to shop for new clothes sometimes, especially during CNY ... it's a hard time !

i always cant find anything, when i'm in the mood to get one ... susah-nya !

red red red !!! my grannies are typical china ppl, they like ppl to wear RED during CNY ... else, they will interview you of why you are not wearing red ... scary huh ?

there's once, i didnt buy any red shirt ... i wore a white t-shirt and a pair of jeans to granny house during CNY ... guess wat ??? grandma asked, "do you have any other clothes to wear ?" i was like, "huh ? no ... sorry !"

since that, i will forced myself to buy atleast 1 shirt for CNY ... coincidently, my family usually will wear RED on the 1st day to grandma house ... then you'll see the SMILING face on both the grannies ...

Next Level


爱情 -> 亲情

跟宝贝不再是男女朋友了 ... 那天说出了, "如果我们当很好很好的朋友, 你觉得如何?"

"为何你会这样想呢?" 他问.

"我想用另一种方法去爱你." 我回答.

"宝贝去睡觉, 很夜了."

就算是分开了, 我们还是可以和以前那样, 一起去看戏, 一起逛街, 一起去吃你我喜欢吃的东西, 我还是回陪你选新衣, 陪你剪头发, 和分享你的喜, 乐, 悲, 哀.

眼泪不停的流, no matter anywhere and anytime. 想起我和他所度过的日子, 排除过的万难 (没那么严重吧!). 5 年的感情, 不是说要放下就能放下那么容易吧. 我也不是一个没有感情的人 ...

初恋, 印象是特别特别深刻 ... 也许我该说, 不可能忘记吧 !

昨晚跟宝贝谈了一会儿, 宝贝说只要我开心, 他也会开心. 觉得对我不够好, 因为工作的关系, 不能给我很多的时间 ... 希望我能找到个对我很好的人. 他说近这几年, 他不想跟恋爱扯上关系, 希望能在事业上拼一拼, 赚更多的钱.

(对宝贝的一番话)
宝贝, 你已是我生命里的一部分了. 无论我做什么, 也都会想到你. 我会好好的珍惜你!

宝贝, 我会一直一直的爱你 ... 很高兴我们能在心平气和的情况下做了这样的决定, 不需去到很僵的地步来解决这问题. 很感谢你一直以来的照顾, 还有说不完的一切一切. 谢谢你,给我带来这一切美好的回忆. 虽然是甜酸苦辣,但那时人生必经.我永远都不会把它们忘掉.在我皮包里,你我的合照我是不会拿掉的 ... 你送我的戒指(戴着的),我是不会脱下来的 ... 你我的另一个戒指,我还是会带着的 ...


宝贝,要好好照顾身体,要保重!(太夸张了吧!) 我还是会像以前那样照顾你的 ... 不要吸那么多烟,好吗? 不要吃太多 high cholesterol 的东西 ! 生病要去看医生, 不要为了省钱.

我爱你,宝贝!

Monday, January 09, 2006

~ New Interface ~


screwed up my blog template again ...
i just wanted to change the title of the background song, and who knows my itchy hand did something to the template, and CLICKED ! everything gone ...

i actually have another blogsite, which i didnt use anymore ...
wat i did was i copied the template from that blogsite, and replace it here ...

done !!!

and now here's the new CLEAN and WHITE interface ...

dang dang dang dang ~ !!!

actually not much different though, just the background color is changed ... hehe ^_^"


luckily i did saved the template of this old blogsite, and now i'm trying to add in the chatbox and xettieboard ... a lesson, always BACKUP your stuffs, no matter wat ...

be patient ya !!!

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Happy Belated New Year: 2006


HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone !

Oops, sorry. Yea, i know i'm terribly late, should have say that 4 days ago ...

I am going to be the NEW me, hope EVERYTHING will be GOOD and FINE.

Hoping all my buddies will have a WONDERFUL new year too !!!

GAMBATE ~!!!