~ 新 ~

新衣, 开张了 ~~ !!! 新鞋, 也开张了 ~~ !!!

不过, 脚有点痛 ... 太紧了吧

不明白, 为什么新鞋总是会把脚弄痛 ?

还有, 老板今天没进来公司 可以不用那么的压力, 但 ... 还是有东西需要赶给她 ...

Me to You

Dearie,

"I Love You .... No matter what."

穷了

每逢星期三晚, 我都有 body combat 的课 ...

昨天晚上就故意早一点到那里, 本想只是去查查看我拿去修理的电话 ... 查了过后, 走着走着 ... 就走进了"巴帝倪" 的 Concept Store ...

其实, 大减价早就有了, 只是之前都没看上任何东西 ... 可是, 却偏偏给我在 "文西" 看上了双鞋, 而且还是 50% 打折呢 !!! 我的 size 完了, 可是小半号的, 我穿得刚刚好 ... 想了想, 还是决定买下了 ... 到 "种子" 那部门看看, 又给我看到打折 50% 的上衣 ... 随手拿了两件, 付钱 还好都有打折

我啊, 是 "文西" 及"种子"的粉丝, 很容易就会看上它们的东西 ...

回家本想到楼下看看有什么 CD 可买来放在车上听 ... 谁知, 反买了 3 套短片, 2 套连续集, 却没买半块的 CD ... 又花了 43 快钱 ...

穷了 !!! 不得了 ... 女人啊, 就真的是购物狂

生日快乐 !

Chyng Wei,

你又老一岁了, 有什么大计 ???

别说我没心, 已传你短讯祝福你, 现在更为你部落了. 欠我一餐哦 ! 哈哈哈 !

你啊 !!! 不要在让家人及朋友为你操心了. 你应已懂得如何处理一些事情 ... 成熟点吧 !

祝你, 梦想成真, 事事顺利 !!! 还有, 早日寻得你的"梦中情人" ...

生日快乐 !!!

送你一个蛋糕 ...

能看不能吃 ...

差劲

最近的脾气好差劲 !!! 小事情就回容易感到不开心.

也许是我的大姨妈要来探望我了吧 !

星期五了, 心情一点也没好过. 很多人都很期待星期五的到来, 可是我一点都不喜欢.

一个人的周末, 好没什么好做的 ... 一个人的周末, 没什么地方好去的 ... 一个人的周末, 吃什么也无味道 ...

看来, 我真的需要学习如何面对孤单, 学习如何面对寂寞 ...

也许, 我就是个差劲的人 ...

Headache

i'm having a headache now ... HELP !!!

can someone pls slap me to death now ??? can someone pls tell me what should i do now ???

NO panadol pls ... panadol cant help !!!

and i dont like to take drugs ... hmmm, i need alcohol maybe ...

i am sorry ... forgive me !

You know ...

Dear,

You know how much I MISS YOU
You know how much I LOVE YOU
You know how much YOU meant for ME

THANK YOU baby, and I LOVE YOU.

From,
Baby

New Challenge

BUNGEE JUMP is something which i wanted to try long long time ago, my dream !

heard from NuNu, the nearest Bungee jump is at Koh Samui.

And now, we can actually do it in KL

Let me get myself ready for it ... My heart is getting smaller, when my age is growing i'm old ...

G-Force X anti-gravity ride

睏 !

好眼睡啊 !!!

昨晚 '煲戏' 到大概 12 点多 ... 正看着 '我师父係黄飞鸿' ...

评语: 好笑 !!!

虽然"华丽台"在播, 可是我房间没 astro, 只好看下载的咯 !

What Kind of Girl Friend You Are ?

saw this test at Hazel's bloggie :

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

The below is my result:

Steady Supporter

Stand by your man — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with.

For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too.

Home Sick

i miss Daddy ! i miss Mommy !!! i miss my Brother too !!!

i went home after i showed parents the way heading back to Ipoh ... and i start looking for something for myself to do ...

books, dvds, works, laundry, etc ...

i have something to do actually, but i just feel lazy to do those things ...

sat there, and dont feel like doing anything ...

suddenly, tears came out ...

i miss my home ... i miss mommy's cooking ... i miss the days we went for breakfast every Sunday morning ... i miss the days we went for a walk at the park ... i miss the days playing badminton, table tennis and tennis with my parents & my bro ... Soooooo many things !!!!

Parents in Penang

Spent the weekend with daddy & mommy at Penang ... they came to Penang for a badminton tournament actually, playing this inter-club badminton tournament ...

i postponed my KL trip, since parents is coming to Penang ... and dad wants me to be their driver when they are in Penang

they stayed at Cititel Hotel, and i managed to get the corporate rate for the room, at RM135 and normal price is RM150 per room ...

Not wrong ! being their driver all day sent them to the hotel, sent them to the sports club, and also brought them to look for food ... not too bad, cos they usually eat at the club ... but dad ate alot when we went to the hawkers, especially char koay teow

it's been some time that i didnt accompany them, even since i started working ... when i go back Ipoh, they will be even busier than me ... i wont be seeing them most of the time, and i will be staying at home watching astro alone ...

i hope they enjoyed the Penang trip ... atleast, i spent my day accompanying my mommy during the Mother's Day ...

Mommy, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY (belated one, although she cant see this, but still ... )

可怜虫

卫塞节, 大部分人都会大被盖, 睡得七晚八晚的 ...

我这条可怜虫, 可是要七早八早就要起床, 然后去上班

没上班的人, 你们就好啦 !!! 羡慕死了 ...

anyway, HAPPY WESAK DAY !!!

What is your Japanese Name ?

Do you know what is your Japanese name ?

Take each letter of your name and substitute it with the japanese sound below to the right of the letter ...

Here you go ...

* A- ka * B- zu * C- mi * D- te * E- ku * F- lu * G- ji * H- ri *

* I- ki * J- zu * K- me * L- ta * M- rin * N- to * O-mo *

* P- no * Q- ke * R- shi * S- ari * T-chi * U- do * V- ru *

* W-mei * X- na * Y- fu * Z- zi *

CHERYL OOI TZE WEI - Mirikushifuta Momoki Chiziku Meikuki

What is yours ???

气死我了 !!

七早八早就被人气到了 !!!

臭老姨 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (好不尊重 ) 驾车驾那样慢, 还死不让人家超越她 ! 当我超越她时, 还按响笛 ! 他妈的

别怪我不尊重她老, 要人尊重她, 她也须做好个榜样 ... 不是"老"的就能欺负"嫩"的

好了, 脾气发完了, 可以回工作岗位了 ...

为什么 ?

W H Y ?

when something is working very well and very smoothly, something will just happened ...

What's Your Lucky Charm ?

When i was browsing through Phoebe's blogsite, saw this small little test ...

What's Your Lucky Charm?

My lucky charm is a Four-Leaf Clover !

Even if you're not from the green isles, you just might share in some of that luck o' the Irish. The four-leaf clover is your lucky charm. Druids used four leaf clovers to see evil spirits and friendly fairies. If you start seeing magical things however, we recommend laying off the clovers for a while. In fact, you don't even need to possess the actual clover.

A necklace, pendant, key chain or tattoo promises the same good fortune of the ancients. Take note brides and grooms - the mere dream of a four-leaf clover foretells of a successful marriage. Actually finding one might mean quadruplets.

Find out what is yours here, What's Your Lucky Charm?

Bloggie with New Template

yay !!! FINALLY, my blog has a new template ...

Sweet Love Story

Two butterflies were in love.

One day, they decided to play Hide n Seek. During the play,

Boy Butterfly: "A small game within us."

Girl Butterfly: "OK"

Boy Butterfly: "The one who sits in this flower tomorrow early in the morning. That one loves the other one more."

Girl Butterfly: "OK"

Next morning, the boy butterfly waits for the flower to open so that he can sit before the girl butterfly does.

Finally, the flower opened. What did he see ???

The girl butterfly had died inside the flower. She stayed there all night, so that early in the morning, as soon as she sees him, she can fly to him and tell him how much she loved him.

This is true LOVE.

LIVING MIGHT MEAN TAKING CHANCES, BUT THEY ARE WORTH TAKING.

LOVING MIGHT BE A MISTAKE, BUT ITS WORTH MAKING.

心灰意冷 + 失望

对于某些事情, 某些人 ... 开始有些心灰意冷 ...

不想了, 重新生活 !!!

管他呢 ?!!??!

New Drinkz

RHUMBA has no long available at Starbucks ... used to be my favourite drink, a must for me to order whenever i go to Starbucks ... is either i dont order anything, or no more rhumba chips, then only i'll choose something else ...

saw BANANA MOCHA at the menu board, a little expensive compare to others ... but it's YUMMY !!! it tastes better then my expectation ... hope they won't stop selling it so soon ...

give it a try ... hope the other outlets wont disappoint you ~

Accident Happened on the Bridge

i am in office again, working OT again ... couldnt go home, cos there's a terrible traffic jam NEAR and ON the bridge, caused by an accident ...

heard my fren said, a car overturned ... no idea wat had happened ??? collegue's sister said the accident involving ambulance ... hope he/she/they is alright ...

'ford rangers' from everywhere calling my collegues, whenever there's a terrible jam happened ... HAHA !!!

Good, cos we can stay at office doing some work, avoiding the jam ...

Work

work work work ... work work work !!!

has been working on the same file for almost a week, still the file is not complete yet ... sacrified my gym session, sacrified my sleeping hours .... * tired * most of the time spent on 'cleaning' the data ... most time spent on downloading the files from databases ... most of the time spent on waiting for the files from different sources ... No matter what, the file must be submitted to my boss today ... still about 10% to go ......

加油 !!! i'm sleepy ...

Th@nk Y0u

had a wonderful weekend in KL last weekend ... THANK YOU to my darling, for accompanying me throughout the trip ... *muacks*

happy ...

NO more Holidays

Planned to spend my Monday holiday in KL ... but too bad, cancelled my Monday leave, as i need to attend the English Training on Monday ...

Might need to work from home on Tuesday, since i'm rushing a master file for everyone *sweat*

HELP !!!

Which BABY Are You ?

i am a NOVEMBER Baby ... what about you ???

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in acrowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

for other babies:

JANUARY BABY

Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

FEBRUARY BABY

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH BABY

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy andreserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

APRIL BABY

Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer evryone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around.Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. hott but has brains.

MAY BABY

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

JUNE BABY

You've got the best personality and are anabsolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. A wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it !!!

JULY BABY

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and tobe understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easilyconsoled. Honest. Concerned about people'sfeelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moodyand easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitivea nd forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense ofsympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurtbut takes long to recover.

AUGUST BABY

Outgoing personality. Takes risks. Feeds onattention. NO self control. Kind hearted. Selfconfident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "everything's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to beloved. Hates studying. In need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld orrestricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring . Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "Charming"or "Beautiful" to everyone. Stubborn. Curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.

SEPTEMBER BABY

Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you havemany friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

OCTOBER BABY

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

NOVEMBER BABY

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in acrowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

DECEMBER BABY

This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends todelay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves tojoke. Good debating skills. Has that some one always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

SCREWED UP Email Server

Company's email server broke down, and all the mails are GONE !!! ALL mails received on 31st March till yesterday night are all gone to the ocean ...

I requested few files from other sites, which are urgent ... i saw those replies in my email yseterday when i went Starbucks, but they cant be opened ... i thought it was my Ms Outlook problems ... who knows ??? it's the F*cked Up email server ...

I am wondering, if the company has a backup email server, this shouldnt be happening right ??? I bet they dont have a backup server, else this will not happen, and this is not the 1st time happening ... Why cant the management invest on the email backup server ???

TWO words used to describe,

STUPID. Cant they see the importance of our emails ???
STINGY. Profit sharing so little, increament so little, but they are earning $$$ ...

@ Starbucks again

here i am at Starbucks, came here to download my emails ... didnt go to office today, attended the English training course ... well, the english training course was GREAT !!! they are using formulas to teach English now ... *salute*

get to eat buffet, long time never go to these training already ... used to be regular trainee of many trainings when i was still in KL ... buffet, really scare of it last time ... this time, me & another collegue took 2 plates of ONLY desert ... *sweat* scary huh ??? we started eating desert before the meal ... haha !!! kinda nice the food, but ... tooo much of desert, too F U L L !!

friend called yesterday, telling how boring he is in the hospital ... erm, he went for an operation because of his broken leg ... caused by football *sweat* this time caused by infection i believe, after the major operation ... will go visit him afterwards ...

received a 'red bomb' from a collegemate, getting married with an Australian ... Sigh, got to buy new dinner dress, since i dont have one ... my $$ fly again ... *sob*

Rotting Weekend

lolz, yeah ... ROTTING ... 发霉

i did not manage to get a ticket back to Ipoh ... Parents going for 'ching ming' on this Sunday, i'm thinking to accompany them this time, since i've not been 'ching ming'-ing for few years already and also my bro couldnt make it because of his projects. Couldnt get any bus ticket, so i planned to drive back to Ipoh ... who knows ??? Mommy scolded me for not buying the ticket earlier, and telling me better not to go back if i'm driving ... <_<

nothing to do in Penang actually, boring ... slept till about 9, my room facing the sun, so i cant continue sleeping later than that ... sad huh ??? swept the floor, did some laundry, watched an animation, ROBOT ... went for car wash, and here i am @ Starbucks ...

before coming to Gurney Plaza, went to the Japanese Learning centre ... they were not open, only on Mon-Fri & Sun, from 7pm to 9pm ... guess, i may need to go for the 2nd time ...

frenz said wanna bring me out tonight, dunno where they going ... drinking session, maybe ... it's been some time after the session in KL ... 1, 2, 3 ... it's already 8 months !!! well well, i'll control and limit myself if i'm really going ... dear, dont worry !

i'm now thinking how to spend my time for tomorrow ... erm, erm, erm ... maybe will come here again, for the online session ... B O R I N G !!!

放过我吧

你们就别在为我问题吵了, 好吗? 就在这事情里, 让我静静吧 !!! 你们要说的, 要劝我的, 我都懂, 我都清楚 ... 我没有为他等上一辈子, 没有为他放弃任何一棵树 ...

请给我一点时间 ...

谢谢你们的关心, 你们的呵护 !

请别在提起了 !!! 就让他到此为直吧 ... :)

The Keys to Your Heart

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

试过了才放弃

当我试过了, 得不到我要的结果, 我会放弃 ...

谢谢你们的关心 ... 我很清楚我在做什么 ...

就算是失败了, 我也不会难过, 因为我真的尝试过 ...

现在, 我的努力有些回报了, 就请你们给予我一点点的支持. 如我不值得你们支持, 那就让我吧 ...

希望我们的友谊不会因此影响 ...

Improve Myself

Enrolled to the English Language Training program held by the company ... I'm not so sure what they are going to teach in the training, but heard that it is a fun session ... Duration of the training, 3 days, once in a week ...

At first, thought that i couldnt make it ... Went to talk to boss, and told her i'll work from home after the training ... There will be loads of works next weeks onwards, my schedule is kinda pack somemore i insist of going the training ... Boss trusted me ... keke

Sent an email to Insitute Perkim-GOON (IPG) requesting for additional info about part time courses, till today still havent receive any reply from them ... What the heck they doing ??? * sigh * I'm considering to take Administration/Management course & Business ... Well, have to see what do IPG offers ...
Courses like those usually takes about a year, dont think i am able to make it, since i wanted to relocate back to KL ... And also, i'm searching for language courses to attend ... JAPANESE ??? FRENCH ??? GERMAN ???

Yes, want to improve myself ... make myself more valueable ...

Today is a kinda free day to me, waiting for files from each sites to be compiled ... timeline has reached, i will be the one rushing like hell at the end ... wish me luck !!!

Babies

Came back from visiting my collegue who just delivered a baby girl about 2 weeks ago ...

Chloe, baby's name ( me myself like the name very much ) ... She has big eyes, sexy lips, long hands and long legs ... she will be a pretty gal in future, like the mommy ...

Lately, many of my collegues are pregnant ... and saw many babies & pregnant ladies around wherever i go ...

Suddenly feel like having a baby ...

to HIM only

Dear,

To you, i am stupid of making the decision of waiting ... to many ppl, i may sound stupid too !!!

but this is our relationship, only you and me, we know ...

like i always tell you, i will wait ... and i am waiting for you to come back to me ... because, i love you ...

is not easy to find someone you love, is not easy to find someone who loves you as much too ... i will not give up easily ...

i am waiting ...

Love,
Cheryl

G L A D

hey ppl, i'm so glad to see u ppl (the frequent xettie board members) once again ... it's been a long time i havent meet all of u ... MISS YOU GUYS, really .....

today is hazel's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to our leng mui (to me, my defination is "leng leng mui mui") ... SORRY for leaving the dinner early, cos i have some problems to settle ...

to hazel,

Happy Birthday. and may all your wishes come true !!! * yay * 大过女啦，要生生性性，知道吗 ?

S & A

Erm, how should i start it ? What you have in your mind when you see "S & A" ??? Yea, right ... is Single & Available ...

too fast to be true ! i'm back to S & A after 5 years in 2 relationships ... for those who know my 2nd relationship, fast huh ?

p/s: dear, let me know if you've change your mind ... take care !!! i promise not to torture myself ... i'll wait for the day ... i'll wait ...

我并不潇洒，好不要容易放弃了第一段感情 。。。 现在的我又要面对第二次恋爱的告吹，难过的心真的好难平伏 。。。没想到是那样的结果，我还很期待我们的未来 。。。 他说，他需要时间去解决手头上的问题，我成全他, 不想看到他被那样多的问题烦着 。让他先不为我与他的问题烦恼。 我明白他的处境，希望他的问题能早点解决 。。。

等他 。。。。。

很重的心情

到"菲比"的部落客看看 ... 听了 "原来" 这首歌好几次,也没留意它的歌词 ... 当我在看它的歌词时,发现我的心情现在就像歌词里一样 ...

~ 原来 ~

街灯绊住我眼前
下一步
拉长的影子
嘲弄的回顾
电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我会是如何入睡
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹
说故事也要像是真的
可是别触动那些回忆
今夜你说了最后一句
一句话掉一滴泪
看来今晚的我很难入睡

拿得起,放得下, 是我常劝人时说的 ... 可是往往 "讲就易, 做就难" ... 不过, 我知道我是做得到的 ... 只需少少时间 ... 不是我还在留恋, 只是"回忆"与"记忆"都不是你说要忘记就能忘记的 ... 当然, 我也不想把它们忘记掉, 就把它们留在我不大不小的头脑里吧 !

黄紫薇, 你要 加油 哦 !!!

今晚, 我又会很难入睡了 ... 泪流干了, 累了, 就会较容易睡了 ... 加油！

错失机会

我人现在 Gurney Plaza, 来到才想起 力宏 今天回到这来做签唱会. 忘记了,没带他专缉来.

好多人, 好多小妹妹 ...

希望等下可以瞄一瞄他 ... 嘻嘻

FREE

boss is on leave today ... school holiday, she might be taking leave to go somewhere with the kids ...

most of my tasks has been done before she on leave ... only ONE more job to be done !!! so, i'm kinda FREE today ... KEKEKEKE

will be attending EXCEL training on Monday & Tuesday, so .... i'll be FREE on Monday & Tuesday too !!! * happieeee *

but then, after the training .... more things will be coming to me, new quarter starting next month ... many many things need to be prepared before the quarter starts !!! * tension *

对不起

对不起, 临时不能到热浪岛去 ... 对不起 !!!

其中原因是没钱, 和某些原因 ...

下次吧 !

大头虾

我真是 " 大头虾 ", 竟然忘了我做了预约来修补我的 eyebrows ... 离开公司前还一直想着要去那里，　还好没约到任何人 ...

没想到，修补时比刚绣眉还要痛 !　眼泪一直在眼睛里打滚 ... "歹势"

痛 !!

烦 !!!

好烦 !!! 不想回家, 不想工作, 不想做任何东西 !!!

人生好像没什么意义似的 ...

tiring workout

pain ! pain ! pain !!! suffering muscles pain at every part of my body !!! *ouch ouch ouch*

went workout on Tuesday & Thursday, they were personal training for these 2 session ... basically, the trainer just teaches me how to function the machines, how to use them in a correct way, which machine helps which parts of your body, etc ...

1st training was focusing on thigh, since i told him i wanna look better at my thigh ... HAHA !!! suffering for the muscle pain on my legs for these few days ...

2nd training, which was last night, was focusing on arm & chest ... and now, my hand, my back, my abdomen are all pain ...

cant walk normally, i mean the speed ... has difficulty climbing the staircase (my desk is at upstairs) ... sigh ... PAIN !!!

tiring ...

wanted to go workout again today, but too bad ... no more clothing for gym ... what a BAD & SAD reason huh ??? but it's true ... so, i can only go gym on alternate day ... *keke*

OVERTIME

OVERTIME again ...

Dont feel like going home early lately, really got nothing to do at home. SAD huh ? Finished watching the HK series, kinda lazy to read books, no connection for me to online, nothing much i can do in my SMALL room, NO friends to look for, NO $$$ to go for shopping, NO place to go to ...

wow !!! it's really sAd ...

should i go spend my time at Starbugs surfing there ??? hmmm .... *thinking very hardly*

rather staying in office working overtime, since have quite alot of work to do lately ... and also, BROKE !!! ahahaha *sighhhhhh*

Support

~ Thanks, my dear friends ~

很高兴能认识到你们这班朋友, 真的 ! 我的荣幸 ...

Some small changes happened in my life lately ... And i know you gals & guys are worrying about me ... I know wat i am doing, friends ... Seriously, I've been thinking and considering before making the decision ... Although i'm not VERY smart, but i'm NOT stupid, right ???

I chose to be like that, and i am fine with the situation now. Eventhough if i'm not, i'll try my best to cope with it ... Maybe you'll think that i am selfish, but ... I hope you guys can support me with watever my decision is, or if you do not ... pls stay calm ... I will listen to your advice, tell me wat you feel personally ...

aiks ... i'm freezing here !!!

anyway, thank you !!! 我希望你们能支持我 ...

Life without Internet

Finished work, and i'm now blogging from Starbugs, @ e-Gate. No internet connection at home, poor me. Cant do anything at home, other than watching DVDs and HK series. More boring, will drive to town for workout

In office, cant go to LYN forum, cant go to other people's blogsite, cant chat in msn, cant download movies & mp3. Heard someone saying that 3 person got sacked, got caught downloading movies & mp3, surfing and etc ...

Wanted to apply for a streamyx for my place (company might subsidise ), but the problem is the landlady of my doesnt has a land line ... so, if i'm applying for a telephone line, i'll have to pay for all the installation *sob* and i'm in the consideration of shifting to other place ... that's why i'm NOT into apply for streamyx at this moment, will see how ...

Life without Internet is real BORING !!!

男人真言 ???

又美又好的女人 都有男朋友
又美又好又沒男朋友的女人 又看不上我們
不是很美但是很好的女人 卻帶不出去
不是很美但是又好又會打扮的女人 認為我們看上的是他們的姿色
而不會打扮但是很美的女人 看上的是我們的錢
不是很好但是很美又是沒男朋友的女人 卻嫌我們沒錢因為很勢利
又好又會打扮又沒男朋友又覺得我們有錢的女人 卻很敗家而且還很勢利
又好又美又帶的出去而且沒男朋友的女人 偏偏又被我們主動嚇到
那些被動的女人一旦我們採取主動 卻又認為我們花心

NOW... WHO THE HELL　 UNDERSTANDS WOMEN?

壞男人總是討到好女人，壞女人總是嫁到好老公-這是婚姻質量不滅定律。
有個老婆愛花錢，就會有個老公能賺錢。
有個阿信端拖鞋，就會有個大少爺。
有個男人倒茶水，就會有個千金大小姐。
有個花心大蘿蔔，就會有個痴情愛相隨。
有個河東獅吼，就會有個裝聾作啞。
有個丟三落四的春嬌，就會有個神經兮兮的志明。
有個過動兒的蘿絲，就會有個自閉症的傑克。
有個愛看電視的化石，就會有個愛講電話的鴨子。
有個老開口 YES 的丈夫，就會有個總說 NO 的妻子。

婚姻生活並非是兩人協調出來的佈局，而是互相磨損出來的殘局。
夫妻能夠繼續走下去，是因為找到了平衡點。

這個點是極盡聖人的限度，當然不是坐在咖啡廳談出來的，而是在丟盤摔碗、 炮轟冷戰、質問和辯解後疲倦不堪下的產物。
如果妳沒有男朋友，趕快成為壞女人，妳的磁場會吸引好男人。
如果妳己有男朋友，趕緊變壞使壞，他只會大喊過癮。
如果，妳的男人因妳的變壞而離去；不是妳不夠壞，就是他不夠好因為妳不夠壞，他找不到機會表現他的好，他會因為缺乏舞台而轉換跑道。

壞女人經營婚姻的八字箴言：“十惡不赦、百年好合“。

What Kind of Seducer ?

Your Seduction Style: Prized Object

The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get. You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them. The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase. You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away. You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance. Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't! You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors. Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor. You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

GoodBye

1st Goodbye

Dedicated to eRiCCa, she's leaving today *sob sob*

Dear, sorry !!! Didnt have the chance to meet you up this time when u are back to M'sia, I didnt have the time ... Next time k ??? I save some $$$, then i'll fly to Aussy to visit you, k ??? But you got to 'bao' me FOOD and ACCOMODATION wor ... hehe

Study Hard !!! and Play Hard !!! waiting for you here in KL ... but of cos, must take care la, k ??? dont 'play' toooooo hard ... (u know wat my meaning la har ... be careful)

Keep in Touch !!! sms me when u free lar ...

2nd Goodbye

Dedicated to the sisters, Yy & Seok Mei ... Why 2nd ??? Cos i'm late, they are already now in Aussy ... You both must take good care of yourself ...

Smei, must control your drinking ... Not too much, must control !!! Nobody will take care of you like we do here ... Study hard !!!

Yy, must take good care of your health too ... Hoping you see you back in Malaysia ...

GOODBYE to all of you, and TAKE GOOD CARE !!! Keep in touch !

Stressed, Confuse, Down

Stressed

Suddenly there are loads of work for me. Lady boss just ask me to do some work for her, and there our Pricing Manager in US sending me emails asking me to extract data from our database. They are URGENT somemore !!! BUSY BUSY BUSY !!! I need some breathe, I need some breathe !!! Xettieboard, the only place for me to relax once a while ...

Confuse

I'm feeling like being stapped, my heart is feeling very very pain. I'm feeling disappointed everytime when i look at my mobile, no sms & no calls from you ... I just cant control. Was hoping reply from every sms i sent *disappointed* Confuse about what you told me, confuse about what you are doing, confuse about what i am doing, confuse about many things ... I am PAIN ...

Down

You are not updating me bout you like last time anymore. You are not telling me things like last time anymore. You are not like last time anymore. I shouldnt blame you, and I am not blaming you. I already knew that you are a workaholic and you are busy most of the time before we started. I should have prepare myself that these will happen. Sad, sad and sad ... But, I never regret with the decision I made.

Blogging on Mobile

Yay ... Testing 1, 2, 3 ...

My 2nd post created on bloggie ... Now i can update my blog easily, but phone bill will cost me a bomb *sweat*

Will stop here now ! Good Night everybody ...

Busy, Busy, Busy ...

SURPRISE !!! ME, this LAZY BUMP now is still in office at this time. Yes, it's now 8pm already. A lot of work !!! I am working on the same file whole day, analyzing it as the our data & customer's data are different ... Sigh !!! It's not my fault, i got the data from the ppl who provided me months ago ... So, can't blame me, right ???

A lot of work pending for me, but still i'm here and there to spam and dropped by for a while ... Too stressed !!!

Finished the file, sent to my boss as she has a conference call with customer later to discuss about the difference in the files, and i've just finished another file, and it's sent to customer ... I'm working too slow ??? or i have too much works sometimes ???

Now i'm still wondering should i stay till 8.30pm to claim OT ... 25 more mins ... should i stay or leave ??? wanted to go to gym actually ... Hmmm ... Luckily gym centre close at 12 midnight ... still got time for me

*hungry*

okay, decided not to go to gym tonight ... Will stay at home watching movies.

SCORPIO for 2006

Introduction

Scorpios are Determined, Forceful, Emotional, Intuitive, Powerful, Passionate, Exciting and Magnetic. They are intuitive and ever curious and want to know about everyone. When an answer is needed, a Scorpio will find it for you. Scorpios are the masters of their fate. They know only one way to live and that is on their own terms. They do not live life but attack it. They do not give up easily and if they are met with failures they do not sit sulking but become more strong and confident to face life. Scorpios are driven by their intense passions and desires. Often they are seen as imperious. Scorpios love to compete, be it in business or play. Scorpios never quit and never surrender. If anyone can get a difficult task done it is a Scorpio. In love scorpios have a dark and mysterious style which, combined with an irresistible personal magnetism, creates a fascination in members of the opposite sex. They ooze sexual excitement and require a partner who can keep up with their marvellous capacity for taking everything to the limit and far beyond.Scorpios can be unduly domineering in personal relationships, especially should they perceive their partner to be weaker than themselves. Their biggest problem is finding someone who, while strong enough to maintain a tempestuous lifestyle, is interesting enough to remain a challenge.

Career

You will ring in the New Year on a seriously positive note, and feel more committed than ever to your work and your career. Your powers of persuasion will be amplified dramatically, and if you're not currently in sales, you will find yourself leaning in that direction with interesting results. March is a good time to solicit investments or line up board members, if that's your thing; it is also a great time for you to go freelance if you've been itching to try your hand at a new approach. will single you out for formal praise in the fall, so try to look surprised. Assets and inventory-control might poke into your consciousness a little bit toward the end of the year, but try not to let yourself be too troubled by it all. Think big, and focus on customer experience to the exclusion of almost all else.

Health & Stress

hey suffer from chronic constipation, liver and kidney problems, and can quite often be diabetic. A shocking health scare could be a turning point, and that may convert them into fitness freaks. This year your problems will have no face. You will find yourself totally confused and disoriented by the problems that will creep up unexpectedly and because of which you will go through a lot of stress and health problems. In the year 2006 you are going to be putting yourself to a lot of time and trouble on behalf of a dear, close friend. A friend you cannot ignore - yet can hardly bring yourself to watch. You care about this friend and so you want to do your best to make things ok for him. You want to help. Deeply. And you are determined to do all you can. Madly. Madly because of the amount of physical and psychological stress that this is going to put on you. But whatever you do please take care. Please take regular breaks from this big deal. And don`t worry. Your friend, in the end, is going to be fine.

Romantic Future

The past year has been stimulating and fabulous, and your momentum will carry you right into even more passionate encounters in 2006. You'll feel like you're walking through fields full of admirers, which will give you an even greater feeling of confidence and sexiness. But you'll have to be careful. All that power can be misused, so be attentive in the fall as a casual flirtation turns superheated. So if you're involved in a relationship with someone else, or just don't like the other person, end things early. If the feelings are mutual and you're not otherwise committed, take the opportunity to dive off the deep end and embrace a seriously intense bout of attention and adventure. Your balanced relationships will be the envy of all your friends. Just rely on your knack for shaping experiences into memorable, fun adventures, and nothing will get in the way of pursuing and attaining the partner you desire.

Driving

Always being called a "reckless driver" ... Erm, am i really one ???

I like to drive fast ... Is FAST, not SPEED k ? So, i still consider myself a safe driver ... hehe !!! Feel EXCITING and AWAKE when i drive fast ... I will easily fall asleep when i drive slowly, or being caught in a jam *sweat*

Met many EXTREMELY SLOW driver when travelling on the Penang bridge .... it's STRAIGHT, just cannot understand why these people can drive so slow ... these cars were at the speed of 40 km/h on the bridge

These people are the ppl making the others late to work, causing accidents, and causing jams to everywhere ... Sigh, do they actually realize that they are slow ???

元宵节

十五天的 CNY 那么快的就过去了, 没得看新年的布置了, 没得 radio 播新年歌了 ... 最重要的当然是, 没红包拿了! $$$ face, huh ???

每年的今天, 很多地方都有"抛柑"的玩意 ... 没 participate 过, 也没看过 ... hmmm, 到底是怎样的 ? 有点好奇 !!!

今天, 也是华人的 Valentine's Day ... 祝有情人,

情人节快了 & 元宵节快乐 !!!

还要等一年, 才能再次那到红包了 !

农历新年, 再见了 ... 好舍不得 ~

Here I Am in KL

followed ex-colleague's car to KL this morning, woke up at 7.45am ... mommy frighten me !!! she opened my room door and shouted ... *shakehead* always like that, last time also she used to do this, shouted at ppl when we were sleeping ... *sweat*

ex-colleague smsed to inform me that she has reached Taiping at about 8.45am ... mommy sent me to Jusco to meet my ex-colleague at about 9.30 ... quite a lot of cars at the highway this morning, everyone is going back to KL ...

reached at about 12.30noon, went lunch with her and she sent me to NuNu & Phoebe's place ... NuNu scared me with his SLEEPY look ... he sent me to Pudu to get my ticket back to Ipoh on Sunday morning ... have to rush back in the morning, cos grandma is praying 'ti gong' ... got to go there to be 'ah sei' ...

having headache, a terrible headache i believe ... not enough water maybe ...